Sorry man, no one sells it. I know this from first hand experience. I was diagnosed with crohns at age 10, my father died at age 13, I got an abscess from my crohns at age 15 and almost died and after that I was very depressed/suicidal and was in a lot of pain. I saw what you're referring to on phoenixtears.ca and I knew it was my last hope because I really was about to kill myself. The fact is, you have to grow your own, or find someone who grows and get the actual plant right after they dry it, but before they cure it because you need the whole plant for the oil. I ended up growing it myself, making the oil as describe in the steps on phoenixtears.ca and I can proudly say now I'm crohns free. Before the oil I was 5'4, 90 pounds, and very depressed, suicidal, and always tired. Now, I'm 6'0, 178 pounds, and very exhilarated with the new life this world's blessed me with. If it's anything serious then I'd suggest doing what I did and growing it yourself, it's easier than you think, the books, seeds, and everything you could need is all online. Otherwise, if you live in a state where medical marijuana is legal you can probably go to a dispensary, tell them your dilemma, and they'll find you someone who will give you an actual plant. Remember, you don't want the buds, you need the whole plant for this oil. I wish you the best of luck and sending you positive energy through the universe, love you!